Trust to Hope
Picking up the breathless, pulseless newborn from his incubator in the pediatric ward where I had been assigned, I ran to the emergency bay, where our team started resuscitation efforts. After minutes of CPR and prayer, the baby started gasping, his heart rate returning at the same time as his skin color shifted from blueish to pink. Throughout the day in the pediatric ICU, the baby had low blood sugars but kept breathing on his own. I went home wondering if he might pull through. So many critical patient situations like this end with a crossing into eternity that one becomes accustomed to working hard for a patient's recovery but not getting one's hopes up for their survival. It sounds rather dismal, but for me, at least, it helps me to continue nursing. Yet, that evening, a part of me strongly hoped that maybe the little one's health would improve despite his current state. I prayed that evening for him and decided to go pray with his family the next m